Clearly, I"m Stalling

I was supposed to have this Spring contract submitted on Friday.  SO naturally it's not done ad I'm doing everything except writing it.  I even cleaned my room.  o.O  This is serious procrastination.....

This has been a very good week. I don't know if it's because of the Sun being out or the flowers blooming or spending much needed time with friends or remembering to take my Vitamin D every night.  Whatever it is, I hope it never stops.  <3

Ok, now i'm going to try to write my contract desription. Ugh, this is the last time I will ever do this and I still can't motivate myself.  UGH!!!

Sore Heart

This has been a tough week.  I feel like my Heart has been/is being squeezed.

But I know that this would this soreness would not have been possible a year ago.

Nor would the recovery be so easy to initiate.

And that is why I can smile through this process.

With time....

In the Urban Onion

Tonight I had a tough talk with someone who means a lot to me.  Sometimes I feel like what brought me to this little town was them, the connexion has been so strong.

Or was... Maybe it still is.

I just know that this relationship has been one of the most tumultuous I've ever been in and my Heart has been put through the meat-grinder, repeatedly.

And through all of this, I still Love them and bear no ill will.

I feel like I've come a long way towards being a good person...

or have become a classic fool.  Time will tell