After two days without my Vitamin D supplement, I'm realising how much my body actually needs it.
As I sit here, surreptitiously clipping my nails at the InfoDesk, I feel on the verge of bursting into tears. This might also have something to do with my miserable class experience, the professor is so disorganised it's like a waste of $6000 of tuition and fees--a frustrating situation at the best of times, much less hen I see the Sun 10 hours a week, at the most.
I'm becoming increasingly frustrated with people. It's times like these that I notice how few individuals I can truly confide in. The people I could once turn to are... busy for lack of a better word. This always seems to be the situation I end up in: never finding individuals with enough time, and having too much time on my own hands. Hmm...
There's also this scholarship stress that's been exacerbated by this inopportune winter storm.... If I don't get the monies, I'll have to come up with another plan, that involves vacating the state. Which despite my lack of love for WA, I'm not ready to leave. I feel I still have something to learn or gain form this place. Ugh, I cringe too. But I keep being told I'll get the scholarships. I hope those well wishes transpire into an actual award. It's more than my livelihood riding on this money....
Ok. My nails are cut. Pity party is over. Now I need to focus on waht to pack for my trip back to the Lando of the Sun.
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