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I'm throwing down my cards; I am utterly and completely confuzzled by my current emotions. Initially I thought I could handle not knowing, but it turns out I didn't know what I thought I knew and now I'm just... I don't even know....

It makes me wonder... do we really stop loving people, esp when it was unrequited? Do we hold fast to Love in the hope that our Beloved will realise what we hold for them and return our Love?

Ever since I opened my mind, truly, to the fact that Love is not a finite commodity (read: polyamoury), things have been getting more and more confusing. This is definitely not something they teach in our white supremacist, patriarchal, capitalistic society. :/

Which leaves me in my current situation, where I still have feelings for Person A, but there is no chance of them being requited. And also have feelings for Person B, and those have yet to be cultivated.  I'm at a loss; my life experience hasn't earned me enough points to be able to solve this one alone.