Lonliness

Just because one is alone, doesn't mean one is lonely. Conversely, just because one is surrounded by individuals, doesn't prevent one from experiencing loneliness.

Loneliness has been creeping in the shadows lately, and today it struck. On the long bus ride home, I had  chance to examine it. Or rather I should say, I was too tired to fight it off any longer, so I thought about it. :P

I am lonely for companionship. This isn't the first time I've experienced it, but it's for companionship greater than friendship. Hmm...  Or maybe I just need to meet some new people.

The loneliness I feel is also tinged with loss, because I just ended a budding relationship. All of the 'what ifs' and 'could-have-beens' still linger. I just need a bit of time....

But now that I am home, in my room, in my bed, alone, I have been thinking how relaxed and relieved I feel. And suddenly not so lonely.