Dreaming

I had rather strange dreams that warrants a retelling.

Monday Morn

I was a birth attendant and it wasn't even officially!  This woman was squeezing out a kid (can you see the contortion on my face?) and I had to help her. Ugh, gross!  I had to sit behind her so she could lean on me and I had to coach her through it.  I had to check and tocuh as the baby crowned and then catch the kid as it emerged from her vagina.  And I have no clue what's going on with my imagination, but that did not look like any newborn I've seen on TLC; it was covered in bloody placenta.  No amniotic fluid, none of the white filmy stuff that's supposed to cover fresh kids. (Ugh, I need to wash my hands) And then I had to wipe the muck off the baby's face and we didn't have the suction bulb to clean out the nose and mouth, so instead I breathed into the mouth to give the lungs a kick start.  And then the baby just looked at me; no crying, no wriggling, just stared. 

One of the oddest things about this birth, was that I had no clue who this woman was and i feel like we were in a storage room! So unsanitary!  

Two nights ago 

I had a dream in which three kids had become spectres and were haunting an abandoned building.  The catch was that an EMT, who was responding to an emergency could see them, and I got a feeling that he was responsible for the kids' death....  It doesn't make sense but I could feel the fear of the kids whenever that dude was around.  

I don't like remembering my dreams, because too often they do not make sense.  Or they are creepy, meaning I'm helping with strange births, or dealing with ghosts or trying to avoid getting murdered, which was a dream I had about a week ago.  

It's because I've been getting more physical activity in during my days.  Damn you cardio workouts!!