11 October 2011

Sense

Today as I was speaking with one of my Aries Life Partners, I mentioned how I felt pressure from two of my other Life Partners to act more strongly on another Life Partner.  Now I don't do well under pressure, particularly the external kind. It sounds and feels a bit too much like someone telling me what to do.  And I don't like people telling me what to do, especially if I'm not getting paid.  So.

But I love my LPs and I trust and value their words. So this pressure I felt, at perhaps not being assertive enough, made me second-guess my actions... I could feel myself approaching that ugly path toward Anxiety, but before I'd gone too far, I had a discussion with my Aries. She told me that my pace was the right pace for me, and that rashness was the last thing I should be thinking about.  Which was great, because that's exactly what I was (and still!!) think. But I realise how easily I am swayed by the words of those who I care for and Love.  I need to be a little more solid in my beliefs about what works for me.... Put it on the 'to-do list'.

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