This kind of goes along with Push.
I am a controlling individual, in some aspects. I learnt as a child that if you aren't in control, then someone will control you. Yet as I grow older, that idea is becoming more nuanced and layered.
Many take my "controlling" exterior at face value.
Professionally, I actually hate having to sit at the helm of things. I'd much rather be in the background coordinating activities and let someone else handle all the bureaucratic details, or (even better) opting out of an authority position altogether. The only reason I step up is if someone is doing a shoddy job, or everyone else is even lazier than me and doesn't want to take responsibility.
Personally, I like to keep a variety of personalities around so that I can swing back and forth between having to handle situations and letting other have a go.
Intimately... well I guess you'd have to be in that position to find out. ;)
Overall, I try to keep a balance in my life. I have a mild God-complex which I acknowledge rears its head sometimes, but that is tempered by my inner Sloth. I'm a Gemini (with a Scorpio moon), and therefore I encompass the best of both worlds. :-)
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