17 October 2010

Transcendence

I feel like I'm operating on another plane right now.  Things have been revealed to me, things have been clarified, and I'm growing.

Love.  I feel like Harry Potter in Book 5 where Dumbledore tells him the reason he survived Voldemort's initial attack and then again in the Ministry of Magic, and Harry all but rolls his eyes.  I used to scoff at the word.  Yes, I've felt warmth and affection in the past towards people and things, but last night just cleared my mind's eye.  Now I understand exactly what Dumbledore was on about.  I've met people in the last few weeks who I've felt such an intense connection with, it's nearly palpable.  

It's like I've found a bit of myself in someone else, and it just clicks.  I feel like I'm glowing when I'm with these people or that the sun's come out from behind the clouds when I'm in their presence.  It's like nuclear fission; the energy is amazing.

Last night I learned a lot about myself, and the potential that as yet remains untapped.  I feel like the people I was around helped me to climb up into something... more.  Something better, something greater, something... more.   It's not that I've been doing things wrong... but I've been doing them in a way that wasn't true to myself.  I have to be more conscious of how I view things or else I can fall back into my old ways.  I have to reevaluate the way I view things and situations in order to truly learn and grow from experiences I have.  I have to accommodate not only others, but also myself.  

Last night I transcended, and I'm still rising....

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